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I just woke up because I needed to take a piss. When I went back to bed, for only about an hour, I had another nightmare.
They're getting weirder, I'm aware I'm dreaming almost every time now. And this time In my dream, I knew to grab my phone, go to the notes app, and write "if you see this, you woke up". I don't remember why I was so scared in this dream, but I was and knew I needed to wake up. I was in my house. It's starting to really look like my house now, upstairs and down. I couldn't point out any red flags this time. I just knew I had to of been dreaming because I couldn't scream, or see properly, which is a reoccurring theme in my nightmares. After I wrote that in my notes, I started getting dressed and ready to go outside. I was falling and yelling, which ended up waking up my family, because by the time I got downstairs my little brother was coming out of the bathroom, saying " why are you thumping around??? ". I ignored him and ran to the living room, where mom now was, asking if I was ok. I didn't know what to do, so I started crying and curled up in a ball on the couch. I started falling asleep, with visions of my eyes going white, like I was dying. Then the world spun, and I went to sleep. The last thing I heard was my mom saying "Jesus Charlie, you're losing it. you can't even control it anymore!".
As soon as I woke up I felt the exact same fear. I immediately grabbed my phone to check my notes. There was nothing there.
Right now, I'm about to go back to sleep. I'm gonna see if I can communicate with the entity that's torturing me. I have suspicion that Im being abducted.